Lack of… well everything
Yeah I have Monday and Tuesday off from this lovely job of mine! Monday I am running errands and hope to clean the house. Tuesday I hope to hit the gym either for a couple hours or at least twice. Might see if I can drop in on my trainer’s class at noon. I wish I didn’t have to work then I could go to her class everyday. Oh well I can’t have everything.
I stepped on the scale Saturday and I think I fainted. I am back to where I started Jan1. I again am wasting time. Should I be shocked by this?!? Nope not one bit. I either exercise well or eat well but never both. So I have 2 apps for my iTouch now. One is Sparkpeople the other is called losing it. Why two you ask? Well Spark you have to have WiFi to use it but Lose It you don’t. So if I am at a place where I don’t have WiFi I can still look up calories. So I have no excuses right? Log food period!
I kinda feel I am letting my Mamavation Sistah’s down by, what it feels like, sitting here and doing nothing about my weight. I love giving support and can’t for the life of me figure out why I can’t support myself. I hope my light bulb goes off one day before I hit 400lbs.
I hope all my Sistah’s have a fantastic week.
What I accomplished this week”
- Drank water. I slacked at the end of the week but I did get my goal of 70oz per day on average.
- Went to the gym.. while I only made it twice I did do lots of walking shopping.
Goal for next week:
- Stay within my calories
That is right I only have one goal. I mean this shouldn’t be brain surgery in the slightest. I am allotted xxxx calories I should be able to count what I eat and stay within them. I seem to have lost that concept. While I will still strive for the gym this week, my main focus has to be food. That is 85% of losing weight. I mean who works out hard for an hour to go eat McDonald’s on the way home. (yes I have done that before)
I feel like I am letting my Mamavation Sista’s down by just sitting here and doing nothing. I love to support everyone but why in the world can’t I support myself? I hope one day I figure that out before I am 400lbs.
I hope everyone has a fantastic week.